Hello! Everyone! Yes, I know I'm 18, finally. haha, argh, seems old! haha. But I'm still younger than many people! heehee. OKAY! This 18th Birthday is indeed very fattening. I had a total of 5 cakes! Including a muffin. haha. OKAY! THANKS EVERYBODY for your.gifts, presents and surprises, this is the dunno how many times I saying this. But really thanks so much for remembering. haha. Today when I reached class, CF passed me my.gift. (: Quite interesting! haha. Then she refuses to sing birthday song to me, and she writes it out. hahaha(: Then after SM, they took out the cake. But two, which I don't understand why. haha. I wasn't totally shocked la. I expected it, hahaha=P Then Igna and WY were like asking is it I think that they don't remember? haha. So I was saying I have confidence in them! haha. And that birthday joke, funny! heehee! Thanks ya!
Then today went home first. Then met Suzette for dinner at Sumo House, again(: But I enjoyed it. Then thanks for that surprise, YIMEI! hahaha. Really thanks so much for that cake, haha, my fifth! and for that treat and the company! (: Really enjoy it totally. I mean really, I have never enjoyed my birthday this much. It's really the first time that my birthday spent not as a holiday, and with three is a nice number (Minus those who I celebrated with on weekends(: ). Really thanks so much for making time with me! (: And last but not least, my birthday prayers is to have discipline to acquire the taste of God's things. After so much fun, God is still the one I yearns to be with! (: May God be my only pursuit! (:
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Wrote Happy Advance Birthday. at
11:24 PM
People, it will be my birthday in two days time oh. Have you all prepare my presents? heehee. hahaha. OKay, and thank you QCP for celebrating my birthday yesterday! (: No wonder you all cheated me to go down to buy drinks. haha. and THANK YOU QCP for that white tamboruine! :DDDDD I really like it loads loads loads. Next time you all can come my house to worship le. I've got a guitar and I've got a tambourine! heehee. And yesterday that raisin muffin from famous amos is nice! (: haha, oh yesterday when I stepped into YF, Stephen showed me the garlic! haha and asked me not to talk to him. Then I told him I never eat. Then he says I play cheat, and say will sneaky-ly put the garlic into my food later. haha. OKay, after YF and the birthday celebration and dinner, we had a song fellowship. Was FRUITFUL! ya. Hope what we prayed and what we shared will last, but through God alone. JIAYOU! PRAY PRAY PRAY!
And then today went to New York New York with a few sisters. hee hee. I hope more surprises will come soon. And I'm declaring a week's celebration for my birthday. hahaha. Thick-skinned. And thanks for all the advanced presents and cakes. hehe. Just now a brother kinda of shared to me on the sermon. I'm feeling kinda of guity. But yes, I promised le la. And lastly, Tml start school. I pray that what I learn in EYF will be bought into my school life. To have discipline on acquiring the taste of God's things. I find no joy and no pleasures in the things of this world. What lasting joy I can find is only in God and His word. (: Last last lastly, I'm beginning to enjoy Ecclesiates. (:
Friday, June 20, 2008
Wrote Farewell Holidays. at
9:22 PM
Sorry, have been enjoying my holidays that I've been to busy to blog!(: OKay, give me some time to blog finish Monday's overnight. (: In the meantime, let me blog about recently. I've been so fit this week! Monday after the afternoon super tough race, we're drained. But we still have some more at night! Tuesday evening, had floorball training. =/ I almost died. Thursday had physical training. And my muscles are aching, but at the same time developing(: haha. OKay, allow me to talked about this Wednesday. Was fun! We turned EL into a Minds' Cafe. heehee. The games are fun! Trust me. haha. So we played for a while, then me and Xiuping went out to Street E. It's always so irony. Everytime before I'll be very reluctant to go. But I know at the end I will be encouraged. And yes, this time too. I'm!(: When I see how God use me to work in the lives of youths. Must give God the best before my youth is gone. hehe. So after we went back, we played a few games too. haha. Then after the whole thing, Stephen taught me and Nic a new game which he said he learned from his army friends! SUPPER DUPER FUNNY! Is like (in chinese) "Shui ben dan ah, ni ben dan." Is so fun! and FUNNYYYYY! Me and Nic totally enjoy ourselves that during dinner time, Nic kept pestering Stephen to sit with us to play this game. Like what's wrong with this 12 years old. OKay, 12 is understandable. But how about this 22 and 18! LOL! And Stephen is super disgusting. He put his socks and shoes infront of the fan. And he wanted me to touch it to see whether if it is wet. EEEEE! And this grandpa Tay kept calling me auntie! Ergh! Then after we went to prayer gathering. And I went home with Yiyi. So we talked about Monday's EYF. So funny! hahahaha.
Then today, had our EYF closing ceremony. Wow, this is the first time I'm going it through as a non-secondary student. hahaha. OKay, that's besides the point. haha. Like it is so tough la! is the sum up for the whole of EYF. Ergh. See that's why I'm so fit this week. We start off with QT at EL. Then the race. Our group came in last. So we were trying hard to maintain our composure. We were like so slow and steady. haha. Then so we had to eat garlic.haha, and we were the ones who set up roadblock. And we lost. Terrible. I wonder they were angry.=/ But we enjoyed ourselves la. Ergh. Stephen kept laughing at us. I think we are really terrible. haha. OKay, nothing to blog about liao. Cya all soon! (:
I was just looking at the EYFs photos of last time, like around 2003 and 2004. I think EYF of last time is really different from nowadays one. (But I'm not saying which is not good or not good, both good, but just different) I remembered how we will usually gathered at Guilin on most of the days to study God's word or a Christian lit intently. At times we will "borrow" somebody's place to BBQ, at times we will go to the nature parks. And how we really spur one another on towards love and good deeds. And there's always many many ppl who turn up. Every level, from sec1 to sec5, from poly yr1 to yr3, there will be a few people from each different levels. But what happned now? Some poly students, very FEW secondary students. We don't have any sec1 at all. Then one or two from each level. What's happening? Probably most of us have grown out of EYF. Yes, true. Those who I gone through EYF with when I was sec 1 are working now. (: But have we been working hard for the harvest? Have we totally stopped bringing in people? Is it youths nowadays are more hardcore, or we simply don't care that people need the Lord?
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Wrote EYF Overnight. at
2:15 AM
EYF overnight is super FUN! :DDD OKay, allow me to blog detail-ly. We met 115pm at Harbour Front. And Lydia was late, so she asked me to help her take over the Quiet Time. So I bought them up to Vivo City. Brief them on their QT, then me and Jing Long quickly hurry into Sentosa to prepare our games. Then they reached. We finish preparing it and waited for them within one hour. OKay. Then grouping. I was grouped with Stephen, Joshua, Weng Soon and Olivia. And we did the lion roar cheer before we leave. hahaha. OKay, was like so fun! Believe me. OKay, Stephen will disturb me, as usual. =.- While we were walking, I dunno why we suddenly talked about our age. Then he said I'm very old. And started calling me auntie again. Hello! He's like so much older la! haha, actually not a lot la. haha. Then our first station was the wheel barrowing at the Tourism Academy and eat the apple. When Olivia was holding my leg, she pulled behind. And then I fell flat on the ground. I'm so dirty! And my leg start to bleed.): But it was just a scratch. I'm fine.(: haha. I fell TWO times! Olivia! What're you doing?! And when I came to the apple, I kept eating it and refuse to go. haha. Becos it was so nice! (: So Stephen was like nice hor? haha. Yay!
Then next station is at the climbing up the tower at Palawan Beach. And that's the station me and Jing Long do till we were so irritated. haha. While we were crossing the bridge, Stephen asked me to just pose, and take photo with the stranger without them knowing. Becos one of the bonus station is to take photo with different race. It's so funny! Then he pose and I take the photo. But the groups members behind us dunno what on earth we were doing. haha. OKay, then we had to climb up to each level to get each word. Even if we know the next word, we still must climb up to see the word. OKay, thanks for helping me to climb the fourth level. haha. And Stephen, we had 10 more rounds to run! haha. Then we spend too much time on this, so we had skip the rest. We almost finished.
OKay, next station is the muai chee and mermaid. Stephen is the muai chee, and I the mermaid. Nothing much to say. But is just fun. haha. Then we had to piggyback one and another to Kou Fu. Then back again. While walking back, we said SURPRISE to this caucasian. As is one of the bonus station. So they gave us this "What the?" face, LOL! Super funny. Then, we won! haha. Cos Eeping said we had team spirit. As everytime before we go, we will do our roaring cheer. Then everytime she called us, we will be so excited. haha. Except me. Cos I know everything. LOL. Then we went for dinner at Kou Fu, but before that, we did our lion cheer. With my team people. To talked about Galations6:8. (: Had sharings too. After dinner we went to seven eleven to buy drinks to store up for the night walk. And I bought my favorite vitasoy! haha. And I realised it is Lydia's and Stephen's favourite drink too! hahaha. Welcome to the childhood world. LOL.
After our dinner, we had this night walk. But was a enjoyable one. Taking photos from each the picture of the places that they gave us. We just had fun and we took many weird photos along the way. With the same group again but with another Wei Chuan. haha. Stephen asked us to off our torch then we can see better. Really meh? haha. Then he kept turning back to scare me! ERGH! Then got once he wanted me to walked front. But I walked very slowly, so unknowingly, he overtook me. haha. Dunno what's with him. Crazy grandpa! And Jing Long and Meiyun's group was so afraid at the dragon trail that we stopped to wait for them. haha. At the end we were delayed. So after we came out from the dragon trail, we wanted they go their own way, and we go our own way. We wanted to continued on. But there was no time. So in the end both groups took a tram back to Palawan. Then when we reached the entrance, I was like "Welcome to Sentosa!" And Meiyun said "Ruixin, we really feel very welcomed." haha. And then my group people said I should not be a environmentalist, but a tour guide. =.- While waiting, they kept asking me to smell and recognise animals' faeces, TSK. Just becos I said I wanna be a environmentalist. And the SUI XIM is so funny! He kept giving me names leh! Then the tram is here. And we saw the other group on the way back! So all three groups reached back at the same time. Then we took a bathe and everyone went to sleep. haha. We slept in the open as we can't pitch tent. Lol. Everyone went to sleep except Eeping, Lydia, Desrie, Jing Long and me, as we had to discuss the next activity which is the walk. haha, the agony is that although Lydia and me know what's gonna happen, we still have to do it! haha. OKay, then I try to sleep. Tried very hard, but can't.
OKay, then at 3am, everybody had to wake up for the night activity. So we did a regrouping. And in the end, we same group again! haha. So we were like, again? haha. And our faces is like "=_=" hahaha! SO FUNNY! Due to the lack of sleep. OKay, I don't deny, me too. So Stephen start to sing "Why so downcast O Ruixin's soul, put your hope in God. And..." hahaha! He dunno how to continue. So I'm like and? haha, then he says he forgot. And he said he's very tired. So Jos and me was like "You slept the most!" So he tell us we must learn how to sleep at the jungle. While I'm waiting, I suddenly, "hurh!" Then point to the other side. Then I laughed at them. haha. Then they asked me I okay anot. Wanna splash water on my face. haha. The first station was Yoga at the 'twin tower' at Palawan beach. Argh! The yoga was like so tough. I almost wanted to ask, 'can we stop this' Thankfully I didn't. Because I know this station was for endurance. haha. And Adidas watch is better than Casio watch! haha. OKay, finally, then we left for our next station.
Next station is the fear station near the dragon trail. We are supposed to get the insects that we have chosen from the shoebox. Then Mad and JL kept complaining about how ZS killed their many insects, but ZS had made life easier for us. Initially when Stephen was trying to get the worm, the cricket jumped out. Then Mad says if I catch the cricket, I don't need to get the frog. haha. And then the worm just crawl out. And Stephen passed. Next was Jos. So same as me and Olivia, we are supposed to get the frog. And then Jos took out the half alive frog. and I SCREAMMMM! I never scream as loud before! hahahahah, becos I was frightened! I never expect the frog to be this big. So next is me. Initially I negotiate, haha. I said I don't want to take the frog using bare hands, becos Jos says he's hand was bit itchy after touching the frog. So Stephen was like, "nvm, I have water." haha. So JL was like "okok la, I give you the plastic bag." haha. Then initially I almost put my hand in the box, but I turned as they were saying something. Then while I was not looking, Stephen pushed my hand in! Ergh! Then I screamed again. haha, but not as loud as before. Then they shone the light for me, and the frog is lying directly there. So I was very gentle, and I didn't expect I held the frog. Then I took it out and quickly dropped it back. Woo-hoo! Thankfully JL saw it. So Mad was like saying "Actually among all the sisters, you are the bravest." LOL. Then Olivia dare not take. haha. Then we must eat the biscuit togther with all the meal worms. And then we just took and eat. haha, except, aww, you know who and what I'm talking about. haha. Then Stephen curled the mealworm up, and threw it at me. Then I give that face 'what are you doing' face. Cos I thought he wanted to do something. Then he says "Aehh, you're not scared?" Then I gave that =.- face. hahaha! Then we moved on to the next station, I said I was tired and he kept saying I old liao again! And kept calling me auntie all over again. While walking back, we saw spiders. Initially he dunno it was spiders, then when he look closely, he screamed "SPIDERS!" I BURSTED out LAUGHING! haha. Then Olivia asked, whether he is scared of spiders. Then I said while laughing, he's not scare of spiders, he just don't like them! WAHAHAHA! Then he tricked me by saying there's something on my shirt. hahahaha! Ultra hilarious!
Eeping's station. We are supposed to tie hair with one hand, and cut out something with one hand. haha. Then when we reached Eeping said, I was the only one who is still bubbly. haha. OKay, then I tied Olivia's hair, but she must helped me. Ohh, haha, my ART! And I insisted to take photo with her. haha. Then we helped them to cut the paper. Olivia was like half asleep, then she faced the scissor towards me as if she wanna stab me! wahahaha! Then we're done. So we went to sleep. But when the rest of the people are back we are supposed to have worship. So we seized every opportunity to sleep. We're early, we reached at 5am plus. hehe.
When all had reached at 6am plus, Mad told Ee Ping I screamed. And Ee Ping kept laughing at me! Then Kenneth also said he heard something about me! I know nothing good will come out of JL and Mad's mouth! TSK! LOL. Then worship. haha. Phoebe insists to stand beside me, oh, I welcomed that. And I kept disturbing about her hand! Wahahaha! haha. I played abit of tamborine. heeheehee!(: After that we supposed packed up and leave. And Kenneth refused to get up! haha. And we had to played the tambourine to disturb him. And he asked me to stop 'ling ling ling', cos he had headache, haha, but I didn't care, I continued. hohoho. Then packed up and left for breakfast at Seah Inn Market. Then home, so sad, fun times passed so fast.
Basically what we learned is that running this Christian race on earth, is not easy. God says there will be sufferings, temptations and fear. But we must keep in the mind at the end of the race, what we will received. So run this race well, and look forward to this phrase that God will say, 'Well done, my good and faithful servant.' (:
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Wrote I Miss All of THEM! at
2:09 AM
Actually I should had blog just now. But was so lazy just now and don't feel like it and helping Meiyun with EYF blog. It's so nice now! And I kept insisting to have that moo moo sidebar. Meiyun can't stand me. I strongly believe God gave me good taste! (: And now I'm back to blogging and is so late and my lappy's batt is running low. haha. I'm not gonna blog about today EYF. Was okay lah. OKay, today actually I met Chun Long while waiting for Miss Ow. Ergh, at that time, I hope she didn't reach that fast, so I can catch up with Chun Long. I mean seriously, I really miss all my fellow Project Servants. ): I miss them really very very much. I was looking at our PS blog. Good to see everyone's doing fine. A few months ago, we met each other everyday. We had the same goal. Reaching out to the youths (not that is not our goal anymore). I really thank God for this people that I met. How much things I have learnt from them! Those there were times that we can't stand each other, it was a time of learning and journeying together. As I look back, yes, God always gave me many good things in life. When I look back, though there were times that were not easy, God was always besides me to walk through the journey. Sometimes I cried out, "God, where are you when I needed you the most?" But I always failed to ask myself this question, "Where was I when God wanted to talk to me?" Yes, those were the times that were good. Just imagine, everyday God is waiting for me to talk to Him. But after a long tiring day of playing, I said, "God, I'm tired, talk to you tomorrow or the first thing in the morning okay?" Yes, I failed. It wasn't my first priority. But I know God is ever waiting, for that moment with me. Yes, so unworthy. (and I dunno how to end off my post)
Friday, June 6, 2008
Wrote The agony is finally over! at
10:07 PM
BLOGGIEEE, do you miss me? Nope? (: haha, oh yes, the agony of rushing home everyday, after bathing, rush my dinner, then went straight into my room to have my Quiet time, then take out my notes to mug like a crazy person. I don't even have the time to log on to friendster, facebook and even blogging. Everytime when I use the computer, I go into mobile E-learning only, for notes and past common tests. HOHO! But now, it OVER! Yes, it is. Finally. I remembered how I drag for this week to come. But now, oh yes, is Friday, last day of my tests. Seriously, I have never mug like so hardworking before. Last Sunday, Baofang said there was a streak of white hair among my hair. So I was like, oh yes, I was more hardworking recently. haha. Seriously, usually I don't study for tests. But I don't know why this time round I was so hardworking. Is it a good thing or a bad thing? (: The last time I had a streak of white hair or two, was when I mug for my Os level exams. LOL. :D But now, yes is different. I can't afford to flunk any of my tests. If not, I'll have the risk of re-taking my this semester module. Oh please, please DON'T! I don't like any of my modules for this semester. Next semester is more fun! Or rather, I enjoy more! (: and lastly, I had dé·jà vu when I was taking my ecology paper at block 56. And had it again the next day when I was walking to the examination room for my maths at block 50.
OKay, let me blog about what I wanted to blog but was too busy recently. OKay, Last Sunday, was Phoebe and my first year in Christ. (: Happy Birthday Phoe! Reason why we had the same birthday was because of the Christocentric camp last year, when we received the gospel of salvation on the same day. (: Oh yes, and give thanks together with us, to see how God had shown His loving kindness and faithfulness to us for this past one year. How God had changed Phoebe from someone that doesn't open her mouth, to someone now who would step out of her comfort zone and talk to friends and cares about the people around her. Wow. And for me, how many times of just giving up this love and seek for the many other loves of the world. God of grace, and never too late. Thank God for how He always pull me back, constantly remind me of His love. Though undeserving and unwworthy of His love, but yet He gives freely with no strings attached. Yes! Thank God for how He has transformed us. And give thanks for this friend Phoe, for constantly reminding me to walk in His ways. THANK GOD FOR ALL! And Phoe! Persevere to walk on this path and work out your salvation with fear and trembling! And celebrate for our many years to come! (:
OKay, today, after test, (: went home. Wanted to meet them to have our QT first. But I was feeling not so well. =/ So I joined them at 330pm instead after taking a short nap. hee hee. Then we had fun at the museum! :D Yifen, Priscilla, Joshua and Kenneth was in my group. We had FUN! LOL. Especially when with the arty farty people like Pris and Ken around. LOL. After that we took so many photos! hee hee. All from my phone. So I gonna upload it. Go see okay? The after that had a bit of sharing by Eeping. And Kenneth and I was together wordkeeping and sharing together. Oh yes, it's comforting to hear that yes, what he says, I don't struggle alone, he and many others struggles too. (: Then we close by praying for ourselves and tomorrow's event. Then had dinner at Funan mall. Then home. (:
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Hi, thank you for visiting this humble space of mine. I don't blog as often as I used to because I no longer find any value in blogging daily affairs, although reminiscing the past is important because it's the past that made who I am today. But I will make use of other platforms. I would pop by here if I find any thought-provoking matters or current affairs that are worthy for me to pen my thoughts.