hohoho, today went to camp afterglow. Was like so nice! Actually I really like these times of recollecting back of what God has spoken to me and share with others so I can be accountable to others! :D But the best part is still to enter God's gates with thankgivings. On all He had spoken to me. hahaha, and my solitude for this past week was so great! And I really want to share to Lian Sie! hahaha. But at the same time, I feel a bit tug-of war between my ego and God. I'm afraid that certain action plans will cause me to regret because it deny too much of my self. Again, back to this question, do I want to deny my self? If no, then why on earth do I still clinging on to this Christian life? Because only the Christocentric one is called a Christian! But God is worthy of my life. :D So is not clinging on, but living for Him. :D I hope there will be more camps afterglows! :D
Then after that headed down to SMU for foundation-solitude on Baptism. And actually I feel very unsettled once again. Because as I was reading the notes and answering the solitude questions, I realised all I depended was my notes. Terrible=/ But I think this unsettled-ness is good. Becos I realised God is actually pointing me back to His Word, instead of just the notes. Which I very take it for granted, what if there's no foundation notes, will I still know God? Yupp. God revealed so much to me! Anyway, just saying it doesn't helps a lot anyway. So I'm gonna come out with a few action plans and convictions. Who wanna be my accountability partner? That pops frequent checks on me? hehe.
Yupp then went for YF. Which I feel a little bit sleepy. Opps. Not that God's word makes me sleepy, but I too long never wake up so early le. LOL. Adjusting. haha. Ya, and we are suppose to write down three of our close friends. And Kenneth said I be thankful that he never write my name, If not he will says that I'm violent and rude, LOL. Then dinner and prepare something for someone. Which I'm not gonna says! haha, because it meant to be a surprise! hehehe. Then after that went home, wow so late. Took train with Stephen. At least the 10mins I have accompany, becos the rest of my trip is so lonely! We actually showed each other our QCP's bentos' photos. And he actually told me that nowadays he don't feel like standing, but wants to sit down in the train. And I told him it's a sign of old age! So exercise more and eat less, ah gong. And he told me that he actually exercise and calls me auntie. haha, and come to think of it, Nicholas actually thought me and him same age. Like =.-, okay, although our age gap isn't very big, but reasonable. Same age? And Nicholas ask me Shihua 'jiejie' is 18 years old right? I'm like, Nicholas! You're so gullible! haha, should tell Shihua. Then she will be so happy. LOL.
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Hi, thank you for visiting this humble space of mine. I don't blog as often as I used to because I no longer find any value in blogging daily affairs, although reminiscing the past is important because it's the past that made who I am today. But I will make use of other platforms. I would pop by here if I find any thought-provoking matters or current affairs that are worthy for me to pen my thoughts.