Yesterday after IS class, went to lunch with Elaine. Then went home and initially wanted to do tutorials, but then, no motivation, so took a nap for two hours instead. Lol. Then went to training. Oh my tian, it's so fun. haha. But at the same time, quite confusing too. haha. Learnt many new things yesterday. Lol, and Kry kept saying me no manners when we were playing games. She really dots sia. haha.
Alright today went to lunch with my floorball clique. haha. And today, as usual, Auto CAD I still get nothing at all. hmmm. Can I request for a change of lecturer? Lol. And tc refuse to teach me, only when I say 'please'. Lol. So petty. And thanks to wy, my zoology friend. haha, next time go zoo and visit you kay, be good. haha. And when I was about to submit my assignment, my lappy hang, tsk. Thankfully it's only for a while. And tc says is because I scold people too much, lol.
Hmm, I have been having nostalgia thoughts. Was life better then? I seriously been feeling up and down, like a stupid roller coaster ride, and I hate that. Of course I don't wanna return to my former way of life, a way that don't please Him. It's just feels like it's never ending. Enjoyment come and go, struggles come, but didn't stays too long. Realigned perspective is changing too quickly. What's with all these? When have I became so pessimistic? When have I become so angry? When have I became so short-sighted, and forgets that He has a greater plan? Alright, I'm not being emo. I just dunno why, and I'm so frustrated and tired with myself. But I'm in a race, so run. Run with me, and prepare for the race.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Wrote 1 hour break ya. at
3:25 PM
Hmmm, since I have one hour break before my GDPM tutorial, and I'm alone at block 56 :(, I shall blog because I am so bored. haha. JT abandoned me for her BE society. Lol. Okay, today is such a happy day. Because it passes so fast and one more hour and school is over! haha. Today I woke up late. haha, Maths tutorial at 10am and I woke up at 9.30am! haha, but but but, the irony part about it is that I'm not late. I reached school at 10am, on the dot. haha. Thank God school is so near me. Or am I near to the school? ergh, crap. Lol. The bus is so nice that I didn't wait too long. But God is nicer for allowing the bus to come so fast. And what's more irony is that on any normal days when I woke 1 and a half hour before school starts, I will be late for lessons, but not too late to be mark absent. So irony ya? But what is comical about today is that when my classmate and I went to canteen 2 for lunch, she bought a guava and she put pepper into it! haha, I had a good laugh, because she mistaken the pepper as the Sour Plum powder. and JT thought I was kidding. haha. Joke of the day hor? And I'm so irritated as I surf through the havainas webby. I've been deciding for so long and I still can't decide which havaianas to get. Or should I get two? haha, too greedy eh. Blame it on my fickled-mindedness. Oh my.
PS. I'm so bloated by all the junkies that my sister bought back from Japan. Lol. But it's all so nice! hehe. And my sister gave me a bar of hi-chew. Mango favour, hohoho. Initially I wanted to take Lychee, like never heard of it before right? Alright, mango hi-chew, how cool. And she got favours like, gold apple, pineapple. Wow, so amazing, haha. I'm gonna steal some. :P
Monday, October 27, 2008
Wrote Drain the Oceans completely dry. at
1:17 PM
Alright nothing much happened recently la. But yesterday after church met Ivian at Orchard for shopping! hohoho, because today's a holiday! hohoho. And we went to eat Haagen Daz! hohoho. Courtesy of my sister ya. And Belgian Chocolate and Rum and Raisin is just so nice. haha. And I'm so happy that today's a holiday! Means no Monday blues. (:
Okay, I was surfing through my church's website searching through songs to keep me through the week. And I stumbled (well, I believe it wasn't a coincidence, lol) upon this song, The Love of God. Here it goes.
The love of God is greater far, Than tongue or pen could ever tell. It goes beyond the highest star And reaches to the lowest hell. The guilty pair bowed down with care God gave His Son to win His erring child He reconciled And pardoned from his sin. Love of God, how rich, how pure How measureless and strong It shall forevermore endure The saints' and angels' song
Could we with ink the ocean fill And were the skies the parchment made Were every stalk on earth a quill And every man a scribe by trade
To write the Love of God above Would drain the ocean completely dry Nor could the scroll contain the whole Though stretched from sky to sky.
O Love of God, how rich, how pure How measureless and strong It shall forevermore endure The saints' & angels' son
I used to like this song a lot, especially during the period after my Christocamp. Well, and some of my churchmates are going through it. haha. Yeah, why I like this song is because it actually reminds me how God's love cannot be comprehend, cannot be fathom with mere human minds. Because it so rich, so pure, so measureless, so strong. And therefore, no one can understand, a King dying for slaves. Can you? I can't. No one can ever understand God's grace for condemned sinners, or why would He does that, if ever we think logically. No one. It brings me to understand my position. Probably due to business of life and I forget this song. I like how the writer describes God's love. Like, the love of God, can never be describe using mere human words, and even if it can be written, even if every men on earth is a scribe, even if the sky were to be the scroll, even if the ocean were to be the ink, even if every stalk on earth a quill, it's never enough to contain. Who can fathom the depth of His love? May He bring me back to perspective.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Wrote PRA Gathering. at
11:51 PM
Erm today had Auto CAD as the last lesson. And I feel so irritated by the lecturer. Firstly, she's so gan chiong and kept rushing her teaching. Secondly, she's so unclear! Even when she repeated umpteen times, still so fast, what's the use? She teach as if we were beside her lloking at what's she's doing. She didn't tell us what command or what to type. Ergh, I need Auto CAD tuition! haha, but it was comforting enough to hear from Faht and JT that I won't flunk Auto CAD, just had to get used to it. But even thought there's three hours of lessons, I can come out learning or understanding at all! Tsk, this semester is making me to grumble so much la.
Aliright, on the happier note, PRA went for a gathering today! hehehe. We went to Va Va Voom along Bugis street. And the place that we reserve is so nice and so comfy. hehehe. Then we had many sharings and I think it's so funny. Especially people like Shihui and Yiyi is around! hahaha. Okay, then after we send the Christocentric campers off, we went for desserts! hehehe. And Ah Chew Desserts. But I regret for ordering Mango Sago, should have order Almond Paste because Ah Chew's mango sago can never compare to Ji De Chi's. hehehe, then home! See you people tomorrow. hohoho. And I realised my blog is a little bit deprived of photos. Shall add some soon. hehehe, but I'm so lazy. I didn't even upload at my moblog. Lol. And last 2 Fridays ago, I guess I had my worst (or best?) suntan. My legs' skin is still peeling. Ergh. Lol.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wrote The long and windy pathway. at
10:49 PM
Alright, don't be misled by my title. haha, my whole post isn't just base on that. hohoho. Ok, yestersay went down to watch my seniors' match. haha. Thankfully got Ivian, Chloe and Vanessa accompany me. Lol. And we had such a great time eh? Do we? haha, I think so lah. And Faht before her match actually asked us whether we wanted to join Polympics. haha, yeah! Finally I find a team. haha. So nice that we are from the same school. Then Chloe and Vanessa's friend Wayne came down, to support one of their fren who is from the guys' team. So funny la he. He asked me for Fattah's name and shouted, 'go Fattah!' Like entertainment sia. And we even did a Hi five becos we have the same pencil case. They have such a funny friend. haha, then at this moment, while we were talking about Polympics, we forgot about the match. And Chloe, Vanessa and me were talking about that, and how are we gonna find somemore people to join and we totally abandoned the match. Lol.
Erm today, I took an afternoon nap. Wow, it has been such a long time that I took an afternoon nap! Actually have la, afternoon naps during lessons lor, Lol. But this time round, it's on my bed! haha. IS class today. So ended super early. And I'm so irritated with blog shop owners nowadays. They need lessons on how to manage their blog shop man. The blog shop owner wanted me to transfer the money and yet she's unsure whether she will have the supply, and didn't explain clearly! Tsk, so slipshod la. Am I suppose to give her the money or something if she didn't order? Haiyo. That's the problem shopping online. Tsk. hohoho, after much grumbling,
As I look back on this road I had traveled, I've seen so many times He carried me through. But one thing I just don't understand, why do I have to take this much longer and tiring road. It makes me so weary because of all the ups and downs. But I believe be it how many turns and bumps I came across, it will eventually lead to the destination that He had already destinated for me. Hmmm. Disclaimer: As I look back on this road I had traveled, I've seen so many times He carried me through, and if there's one thing I have learn in my life, my Redeemer is Faithful and True.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Wrote Dozing off. at
6:35 PM
Hmmm, I'm feeling so weary! I really hope there will be something for me to look forward to the next semester. ergh. Just know I met Yiyi during my break! hohoho. So nice, we ate lunch for 2 hours eh. Or rather talked for 2 hours. haha. And she used NP wireless! haha. I start lessons at 8 today and end at 5. Because I have 3 hours break! Tsk. Yah, I hate combining class. Must wait here and there. And out of 5 modules, I have three modules that have combine lectures. And it happens so that three of the class are totally different classes. Hmmm. Yeah, I finally understand why my friends would say when you go poly, you have to adopt the 'self-learn' attitude. Because it's a 'bo zing hoo' (no government in hokkien, Lol.) life. If you don't wanna learn, you will failed and cross modules, as long as you graduate within 5 years. Initially when I was studying my first semester, I think all my lecturers are good, and they are so naggy. Which I really took it for granted as I look back now. Becos my lessons now is so 'I have no idea what is it about.' Yeah. Do tutorials and tutorials, but I still have no idea at all! Probably this semester is more difficult. Just now while I was having my maths lecture, I was listening so intently, becos I hope to do well for my maths. And as I was listening very intently, I accidentally (if it can be use in such situations), doze off. Terrible =/ It's like as if he's singing lullaby to us. My classmate even asked me what did he just said when I woke up. She didn't notice I doze off! Lol. I have mastered the art of sleeping, no, the art of dozing off. Ergh. Yes, I need to study hard on my own. Now my favorite website will be, www.mel.np.edu.sg =.-
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Wrote For this is your rightful due. at
11:58 PM
Alright, short post before I sleep eh. hehehe. Today after service I went to Vivo to meet Ivian. But before I left, Yiyi asked me where I was going, so I said I'm going to meet my boyfriend. hahaha, and she said, introduce him to her next time eh. Lol. And introduce one to her too. Lol. She's very classic, seriously. Okay, then reach Vivo and we went to eat. Then walked around for a while, really for a while because we have our specific destination and our purpose wasn't shopping! Lol. Then after that we went to Harbor Front Mac and sit down, and study. Yes, you didn't read wrongly, we went to study! Lol. Yes, because she has to motivate me to study hard for this semester, so that next semester, I will, hohoho. I'm not gonna blog about that public-ly. I don't want everyone or the whole world to know. hahaha, but if you wanna know, I can tell you. Drop me an sms or something. (: I had a great time doing maths eh. Yeah right. I do till almost on the verge of going crazy la.
hoohoohoo (weird sound, haha) school starts all over again. Means my agony starting. EH! Weekends come soon please. Or Tuesday first, because I'm meeting Yiyi for lunch! hohoho, and Thursday Joyce! Yeah yeah yeah. And tomorrw, Ivian Ng, oh no! hahaha. Probably I should have a song to keep me through the week. And my skin is peeling like nobody's business. And I have a great time helping it to peel faster, if you get what I mean. Yucky! But it was such a uneven peeling. The one on my left leg is such a big patch, whereas the one on my right is such a small patch. Tsk. And I need my beauty sleep liao, if not tomorrow not pretty and I will go insane. Doesn't mean when I go insane I will be not pretty, you get what I mean? hahaha, Okay, I'm not talking sense, I need beauty sleep! You get it? hahaha.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Wrote Who shall not fear you. at
11:49 PM
Today went to church early for worship practice. WC had been calling for worship practice for so long and in the end, we only can make it on the day that we are doing the worship. And it was today. Lol. After went to foundation and YF. Then, after that, we went to dinner at Han's. Lol. And we celebrated Susu's birthday! haha, and they made her wear the butterfly wings! Lol. It's super funny. At Han's you know. And people were like staring at her. And she's afraid if anyone would take her photo and post it at stomp. Maybe I should do that. hahaha. Okay, and we took many photos. But I think I will post it another day. Because I'm such a lazybum bum bum. hahaha. And I don't have some of the photos too. So wait, it will come soon. hehehe. Then after that I went home with Yiyi. Becos we didn't get to meet for lunch last week, we talked a lot in the train. Or rather I talked alot. hahaha. But I believe I haven't finish saying. haha, so we will still meet this coming week! Yeah! hahaha. It's always good to have some godly counsel. haha, she must be over the moon now, after reading this, are you? haha.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Wrote More and more matches. at
11:50 PM
Today I met Alina in the bus. And she walked me to my IS block, because I dunno how to go. And during the journey she asked me, "you really dunno how to walk there ar" Lol. It seems like as if I bluff her to make her walk me to the block. After my IS lessons, I meet Joyce for lunch! Catch up a lot! Lol. And I feel so great after talking to her. hohoho. And though she was Year 2, she was so unsure of the route to take to Canteen 1! Lol. Eat for 2 hours, but more on talking la. Then had to wait till 5 for match sect duties.
Hmmm, school had been boring, as usual. And I drag my feet to school almost everyday. Lol. OKay, but one thing so interesting is during those days that I have match sect duties, and seeing them playing floorball in the competition in such a front and clear view. I went down on Tuesday. And watched RP vs ITE guys' match. And I think it's such a great game. Hmmm, how they run for the ball, and their stamina was fantastic man. And it's also real cool to see how they used the box to block out their opponents. The way that they did it is just different seriously. And though there were many times that unfairness (but probably not that severve, so the referee wasn't allow to stop the game) happens, they didn't show any fits of anger nor fighting for their rights. Only a bit of discontentment on the faces and play on. Wow, good sportsmen ship.
Unlike today. Many unhappiness were expressed even it was clearly their faults. OKay, today match was nice. And it's so great to look at some of the National Players from the guys team played. Great I must say. And I seriously think that the referees are such a letdown. They said things that we, the officials, are not suppose to hear. Tsk. Like they talked about our team and the other team. All their bads. Aren't they suppose to be impartial. And it's amazing to see how Gab drives him to the corner while debating with him. Lol. And today while I did a foul timeout on a girl, she asked us "You all are from NP ar?" Lol. And match sect with Krystal was very fun. We kept making eye contact when it's so 'dots'. Lol.
Monday, October 13, 2008
Wrote Well done dudes and dudettes at
11:22 PM
hmmm. let me type a real short post before I sleep. Just now after I finish lessons, I saw Juain when I was walking along block 56. And actually I wanted to give her a good scare. Lol. But she was talking to her friends, so I walked away. And she said that I was shy when I saw her, =.- Lol. Well, today's NP's floorball match was great for both guys and girls. I must say that they have really done the best and it's really an eye opener. I would say the guys didn't done so well because our coach was so silent. Hmmm, probably, the opponents' coach shouted like a 'mad dog' (wasn't meant to be an insult, but just a figure of speech), and thus it boast their confidence. Because the guys seemed a little bit lost. And that stupid foul, which I EVEN dunno what it was, makes Guan Ting and the other guy (was it Fattah?) sat on the bench for two mins. And when Guan Ting was out, the opponent managed to score a goal. Hmmm, not that it's Guanting's fault, but seriously, I don't even know what did he do? Same for the other guy, who manages to score a goal.(: hmmm, and during the girls' match, our coach suddenly have many things to say. Woo. And I can't stand it when I see the smirk on the opponents' coach. =.- And even says, "play around the ball to end the first period." Well I was on top of them, and I heard ALL they said. =.- And I'm so proud of my seniors, who managed to maintain 0 to 0 after the first period ends. And it's super exciting! How Liyu blocks out all the shots. And Weixin managed to score a goal.(: Don't be disheartened dudes and dudettes, continue to JIAYOU! (: hehehe
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Wrote I'm dying tml, I promise. at
11:40 PM
I'm sure I'll be dead by tomorrow. School's starting! And I hate to go back to school. And I hate my this semester's timetable. :( Alright, after all the complainings, let me start by blogging about yesterday la. Hmmm, had foundation, and we had this little quiz that was set by Elmer. Then they made me snatch the Yada to answer questions. And when I snatch it, my leg rubbed against the carpet and it HURTS! Becos of my sunburnt. Lol. Then during YF they made me snatch the 'throne' to play the games, 'Don't forget the Lyrics' And lol, I push the chair behind and I manage to get the chair! Woo. And SiangJun was like, 'she cheated!' Lol. And Shihua said "OKay lah, by hook or by crook she got it." I think should be by crude, as it becomes so violent that she had to said that "Please be Christians of God even as you play this game" And I really laughed. And I'm so proud that my QCP won. (: After that we had worship practice. And seriously this is the most craziest worship practice I ever had. And we had a good laugh la. So funny.
Then today went for service, and after service went out with a few brothers and sisters for dinner. Namely, Meiyun, Meiyee, Jillian, Olivia, Weichuan, Stephen, Kenneth and Reggie. I think this is the first time we went out for dinner together. LOL. And Kenneth, Meiyee and me kept saying we must enjoy our LAST day! As in before our school start tomorrow, cos SP and NP. Lol. And Kenneth kept saying is his last 4 months. Tsk. So irritating, as per normal. And when we stood outside Hong Kong Cafe, the brothers act as if we met each other coincidentally. And Kenneth says I very fake. LOL. I'm entertaining them lor! Tsk. Yah, then when we were eating, Stephen sat infront of me. And actually I was staring into the space, so he looked at the direction I was staring. Then he asked me what was I looking at, then I asked him, "Huh? You never see meh?" Then he turned back and gave me a irritated face. Then Jillian and Weichuan turned and asked him what was it. And he said, "She's disturbing me lah." Lol. And Weichuan said to Stephen, "She's like Kenneth hor, like to irritate people." Then Stephen was like, "Ya lor." So Kenneth who was sitting beside me said, "Why you learn from me things that are not good! Learn from me some good values." But I'm think in the first place does he has any good values for me to learn. Lol. Hmmm, then went for ice cream and walk walk abit and then home. Quite a nice fellowship to end off my, or rather our LAST day. Lol. Happy schooling babes and dudes. (:
And Jonathon just msn me that he's so happy that he don't need to go back to his camp. Lol. But I still have to go back to school! :(
Friday, October 10, 2008
Wrote Sentosa! at
10:53 PM
My oh my! Sentosa was so fun! haha. Actually not V-E-R-Y. But it's during times when I hang out with my dots friends. (: Yupp. haha. Okay, thank God for the sun! (: and no rain. In my mind, this song keep running in my mind 'Oh Mr Sun, Sun, Mr Golden Sun, please shine down on me' LOL. And the sun shone brightly on me. And I was almost burnt to death. haha, that's too exaggerating. We met at 1030am. And no one was late! Except me. LOL. That's super unlikely, probably all had woke up at the wrong side of their bed. LOL. Okay, not that I'm always on the dot when I meet them, but I'll be earlier than most of them. LOL. Okay, when we reached Palawan Beach, the first time we did was, eat lunch. haha. Okay, then we sat at the beach. When Ivian, Elaine and Jingting went to buy drinks, me and Krystal was sitting down under the sun. And after a while, I told Krystal I can't take it anymore! Because it was really so hot. So I went into the shade. We even perspires. So weird. Then we played cards and frisbee. Take photo. Walked abit around Sentosa. haha. Was really fun la. Elaine had a bad sunburnt. Probably Krystal and me is too imune to sunburnt. Lol. But it still hurts. Tsk. And both of them still feel so warm even when we went Vivo which is a super cold place. And we drink loads of water! So funny. Next time we should just bring drinks instead of so many junkies. Everywhere we went, we tried to find drinks. Lol. Sat at the market for a while, then home. (:
And oh yes, school is starting so soon. Woo. haha, 7 months of my youth gone like wind. LOL. I was recalling that time during the day of our last paper, we (Dots people) went out together, and discuss what we gonna do, this and that. Most of the things were fulfilled, more of which wasn't mentioned during that time, like Hort Park! (: And hmmm. It's back for me to ask Him if I have spent my time wisely and if it pleases Him. And I think I really had a good rest and play during this holidays. Although I cannot say that I am really looking forward to school starts, but I pray that even in times of xiong-ness, I will still give my unreserved obebdience. hmmm. And still find time to reflect back His word often. And I desire growth and discipline. You caught that? (: Lol.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Wrote Ivan owes me pay. at
10:53 PM
Yes, Ivan you owe me okay. haha. Alright, today met Ivan at Clementi. Then traveled down to Queensway and ate Macdonald. Then she opened her shop at 12 plus. And I managed to get my new laptop sleeve! And it's so affordable! Or rather cheap! And I seriously like it alot. And I fixed my eyes onto this bag. hohoho. And yes, we are gonna buy it! And at so much cheaper rate! (It's nice having friends working at sales-type of jobs) LOL. But I kept thinking I have so many many bags. Eh. The thought of so many bags makes me wanna go crazy. So I think thrice whether I really need this bag. And I seriously need it. And I hope I can 'clear' all the bags that I never use liao. hohoho. Yes CLEAR ALL soon I hope. (: And yeah, I stayed till 5 plus and left. I can't believe I stayed so long, I explore whole of the shop, LOL. And stupid you, better pay me too. LOL.
Sunday, October 5, 2008
Wrote Dependence on Him. at
10:12 PM
Hmmm, today went to church and after service we had family time. And so funny, because Kelly, Mad, Meiyee and me decide to play hide-and-seek! We just randomly suggested it and Kelly really play along with us. She went to hide. But Meiyee and me just can't find her la. So we decide to call her. And she was hiding behind the playground all along. And Elmer even asked her what is she doing behind the playground. LOL. And she sms-ed everyone of us, 'You all very slow leh!' LOL. Then went to Just Noodles again, with Olivia. Which I'm so sick of it now! Eh. Actually we wanted to eat Sushi Tei. But someone stood at the menu for so long that we were so impatient and change destination. And we met Jillian and Meiyee there! haha. That time I went to Kenny Roger with Olivia we saw them too! haha. Okay, then home. (:
Sometimes when you are too use to it, you might forget what is it like to depend on God. And you forgot how God had carry you through those times. You became ingrateful, having a thankless heart and discontentment. You took others' love for granted. And I think what Mr Michael Yong shared today was really true. Only when people think of others' needs above their own, then can a church be united. hmmm. Not my own agenda, but God's. Keep me growing till I die.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Wrote Ever to take it from a Father's hand. at
8:38 PM
9 more days and it shall be my death day. Visit my funeral will you? haha. Yeah, school reopening soon. haha. Okay, on a happier note, I can buffer up my body, to be discipline and hardworking. Will someone please remind me. Okay, new accountability partner needed. haha.
Alright, realised I've gone missing for quite a few days hor. Back here am I. Yupp, nothing much happened recently though. Went to the library recently, and borrow a book from the children section. LOL. I tried hard to hide my face. Yeah, to read the book I like, I do it at any cost. LOL. And I want to finish them soon! And more new books.
Yesterday, meet my floorball friends and went to Suntec for Just Acia. The thinking of eating that much ice cream almost disgust me. LOL. Then headed down to Kallang for the floorball sticks bag. But they didn't like the design as it was white. But I think it was alright leh. But I'm not the one buying so shhh. haha. Just that it's a wasted trip and bus fare once again increased. Phew. Then headed down to school for the lesson by a floorball referee (I think) on how to be a good table judge for the POL-ITE games. haha, just kidding. But we are table judges as Floorball POL-ITE games is hosted by Ngee Ann Poly. Yeah! Can get to see the other Polys and ITE playing.
Then today went to church. Then foundation, so called YF and then dinner. And home. hehe. And I realised I seriously miss Petra Heng Yi Yi! I hope she would be back REAL soon. haha. And God is speaking somethings to me recently. And I see how rebellion I am. ohohoh, tell me tell me, how how how? But yeah, God, help me then when toils and troubles meeting, ever to take it from a loving Father's hand. (:
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