School has started one week already. There's some assignments already, but however, coping well. But somehow I feel something, some what is draining me, of my energy, both physically and emotionally. I guess, just don't dwell on it too much, what will happen, will happen.
Maybe no expectations shall be the best satisfaction.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Wrote till death do us part at
1:13 PM
There's a funeral held at my house's void deck. I guess the elderly lady had a proper sent off because loud music and such. Whenever I see a funeral, or a death, I feels ambiguous. Some people passed on prematurely, earlier than they should, some ripe to an old age. However, no one can deny the fact that from the very first moment we breathe, death awaits us. No one escapes death. We thought, oh, what a shame, died so young. But does it really mean we can only live life to the fullest if we ripe to an old age? Maybe this saying is true 'live like there is no tomorrow.' None of us is too young to die, death sends no warning.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Wrote school's in, holiday's out. at
9:57 PM
Hi school's tmr! UH. okay besides the workload is heavy and I don't have the luxury of time anymore, like at least it can keeps me occupied. Like although I do enjoy the 7 weeks, because I have the luxury of time to catch with shows, games, reading and sleep. But it gets kinda boring, cos my friends didn't ask me out like very often, not I have many things to accomplished. So it felt these time are wasted, like wasting my life away. Because most of the time, tv and laptop are my best friends. Yeah, at least school makes me feel more useful. But oh, final year, like so fast, so quick. 7 weeks, meet you soon.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Wrote 3days more. at
4:32 PM
Photos again! (: Went to Intl Plaza to submit payslip, YAY. Then ate Mac, and took 75 all the way back to school.
On bus 75,
and played Monoploy deal cards before trng!, but I lost every game :(
and last photo before floorball trng starts!
Alright school starting in 3days time. Perhaps it may be a good thing, gotta start using my brain, after 7 weeks of silly facebook games, it might gets rusty. And also enjoy the life as a student first, before fretting over Uni admissions or jobs applications. (: But I guess it won't be anyway enjoyable? Firstly with FYP starting, I don't know how hectic it might get? Secondly the lecturer I hate most in all my life is teaching two modules, from the last AutoCAD class, when she said 'see you in year 3', I have dragged that year to come, but it's here. Thirdly, my timetable is terribly, horribly messy, having 2 days ending at 6, which is non-trng days. Meaning I will have 4 leaving school either at 6pm or later. The irony is on trng days, I end at 3pm, oh crap. And Friday I only gonna have one hour of lesson. Oh crap crap crap. Are you feeling hectic for me already?
So long, farewell my seven weeks break, I'm glad you came to visit. Come over soon, and feel sad for me because I can't watch my 6pm show, goodbye. Remind your friend, that's two weeks break visit me sooner, thank you.
Searching yes, but I don't know how much longer can I hold on to. Maybe, so what if I know?
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Wrote there's a time at
11:59 PM
Ok I guess it's really time to update. hmmm, haven't been doing much things lately, slack at home, watch tv and youtube, boring. Yesterday went JP with Elaine, heh, and we had swensens! If not for the one for one thing, I think our bill will come up to 40+. The baked spaghetti was really great, plus calamari rings and fries, it became totally AWESOME. But it burned a hole in our pocket, though filling, ok once in a while. Of course we went there to service my phone, but it was just a software problem, so after 2 hrs I got it back. And today had training, ok, I just don't feel really satisfied, don't know why. But seems like I'm missing something?
hi friend, you are so random.
but your skills still haven't improved, look at the blur photo, next time let me take instead, I can handle my phone better. (:
And I think I really had a screwed day, but nothing happened? I don't know, I just feel that way. Like do you have any day that when you looked back, you feel that you have a screwed day? A bad feeling that you shouldn't say or do certain things? Like you just don't feel good. Ah screw those feelings. I hate it emotional UPS and DOWNS, like a roller coaster ride. I've been having these quite a few times for the past few months. I want them to go away, but I feel I have no control.
Lastly, in less than two weeks, school (shit) starts all over again. And my timetable is still a mess, think they are not gonna change anymore since school starting. wtf really, 1-6, 9-6, 11-12. What kinda freaking timings is this.
WELCOME ♥
Hi, thank you for visiting this humble space of mine. I don't blog as often as I used to because I no longer find any value in blogging daily affairs, although reminiscing the past is important because it's the past that made who I am today. But I will make use of other platforms. I would pop by here if I find any thought-provoking matters or current affairs that are worthy for me to pen my thoughts.